SHEREEEN (:

BIRTHDAY

2009-05-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

hello. ok so i dun use this blog anymore. but since my b daes coming..oh wells.

i know wat u guys r thinking:

oh geee shereens birthday is coming i wonder what to get her.. hmmm

*surfs iternet*

OH WHATS THIS?. HER PERSONAL WISHLIST. HOW CONVENIENT..

~~IPOD/Sony Mp3 u know the new cordless ones. its only a hundred bucks. OK FINE SO IM DREAMING. but it is a WISH list innit? pink pls. (THANKS SETHU N ALEX)~~
~~OH OH. u know the bedroom slippers.the fluffy ones. hahaha the ones tt covers the heel too haha . DUN LAUGH. i cant find(THANKS RENEE AND JOE)~~
hmm a new phone. since i lost my beloved NOKIA 6500! it was so sleek and black. SIGH. i just want a good camera im feeling erm sony ericsson?. WAAAT... a girl can be ambitious cant she?
~~· hmm okay i liiiikkkeee. cotton on.. pumps? size 40 for my big feeet. (: im feeling brown? red?(THANKS LATA MAN LIYING N SHARIFAH)~~
okay i like body shop I LOVE SOAPS. n SCRUBS. and erm. those strawberry rasberry hahah. body butter is it? yes yes love it. nothing tt smeels like crap pls. (:
hmm a bag maybe im feeling brown. if you know me well enough you'll probably know wat colour type to get haahah
OMG o ya. i want a guess wallet okay DUN LAUGH. im feeling brown. like choco brown. the long typeee.. hahahha yay.

SEE IM NOT THAT HARD TO PLEASE ?.. okay thats all i can think of at the moment. i will update if i fee like hahah anything else. hahha THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO BE SHY.. hahah this is practical. okay and a lil shameless :)

PS: i like surprise parties too :)

Puppies !!

2008-12-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRR

WOHOO.

Well anyway, as you may know ive been spending my last 2 weeks puppy hunting. it was real difficult cause i found it damn dumb to pay like a $2000 plus or a puppy if i could adopt the ones suffering in the SPCA.

So i researched n researched n researched. i check online ads but all the breeds that were up for adoption were the small breeds that would blow with the wind. SO FINAAALLLY i found a wplace caleed ASD. Action for Singapore Dogs. They are like the Spca only they have like 70 dogs for adoption as compared to the 20 that SPCA has. AND they have a no kill policy and specialize in mainly strays and abandoned dogs. SO it was then i decided hat id get a puppy only from the ASD. they dont even get as much advertising as SPCA. so sad.

So i set an appt. and went down with my dad and sis. n
THEY HAD 6 POTENTIAL PUPPIES
:):):):):):):):)

omggg FINALLYYY i have been asking my parents for the past 6 years but nvr really used the full skill of persuasion. the moment i used my BRILLIANT skills. BHAAAM. they said okay.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i remeber not even thinking of anything i wanted or keeping hope coz i dint wanna get dissapointed till i decided to convince em. YES. shereen rawks. i mean. TRULY.

SO. on wednesday or thursday. my fam n i will go down n pick up the newest addition to the family :)

im thinking of names. like maybe BAILEY. COME HERE BAILEY hahahah

i can barely wait.

Lost.

2008-12-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

Tmrs accounting. I'm so not prepared. Im stuck at lec 4 and 5. I jus have no mood to study.I feel like crap. Im getting this sneezy flu thing alomost everyday. Like the -i jus wanna die-chop my nose off-lock myself in my room- stare at the wall kinna miserable feeling. Ive taken a cold pill

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO of ALLLLLLLLLLLL DAYS IT WONT WORK THE DAY BEFORE THE ACCOUNTS PAPER. AWESOME

Thats jus fantastic. And to top it off . i got yelled at. by my friends mom. for no reason. great. like its MY fault that she is paranoid abt her child. Estranged man. seriously. Im not even gonna bother bitching abt this since im more or less over the shock and its simply NOT WORTH MY TIME. flipped her lid. thats not my problem

ANYWAY. on the bright side
TMRS THE LAST PAPER. YAYNESSSS. *does crazy dance*
omg then two weeks of FREEEDOOMMM... well more or less. okay. time check 5.07pm onlt 17 hours of accounts torture to FREEDOM. i can so smell it. (: ok well not really cause of the damn cold, but u get the picture:)

OKAY. im gonna buckle down n studyy now. WOOTS. holidays. okay i shud probably get thru the paper first. kk BYEZIESS (:(:

Yes we can (:

2008-12-09T02:15:00.000-08:00

"Now the hopes of the little girl who goes to a crumbling school in Dillon are the same as the dreams of the boy who learns on the streets of LA"

Ive never been a great fan of politcs and couldn be bothered about whats happening in the world, till i joined debates of cause. I had a rough idea of US n their never ending probs cause of bush(sheesh).Even then i wasnt too sure about US elections and all coz it was WAY complicated.

But after i heard Obamas speech as compared to Mcain*yawn*.

OBAMA IS SO AWESOME. OMMGGGGG ID SO MARRY HIM :D

SERIOUSLY.

A bunch of celebs came together to sing "Yes We Can"

Kinna soft, so plug in earphoness ppl! :D

"We have been told we cannot do this by a chorus of cynics.
They will only grow louder and more dissonant..
We've been asked to pause for a reality check.
We've been warned against offering the people of this nation false hope.

But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about, hope."

Man, he's awesome. Anyway enough of the political rantinggg and back to OB.*sigh*

Broken.

2008-12-04T04:18:00.000-08:00

Lately, I've began to notice that everyone is upset. About something or someone. Everyone just resorts to getting by, floating through work, school or life. Seems like we've all forgotten to simply focus on the positive. :(

Our debates club for example. During a BBQ about a week ago, which went so smoothly as compared to our other "outings", we had excellent food thanks to the wonderful chefs *ahem* and atmosphere but everyone was just emo including people who are generally bubbly and full of life. Well, myself included but still! Weird.

I really wonder how it started. Maybe it was just one dumbass person which resulted in him or her spreading negativity everywhere. Yes, that makes sense. Just realizing this has made ME emo.

WE SHOULD REALLY KICK THAT GUYS ASS FROM SPREADING HIS CONTAGIOUS CRAP EVERYWHERE!

oh well. I guess, as long as we try not to let negatively defend us we should be fine right. SO SMILE PPL!

WOW. I AM SO PROFOUND *beams*

A New Day

2008-12-01T21:06:00.000-08:00

Hello People.
I realise its been a long long time, but ive decided to come back to blogging and I loved this add so. I'll start a new right here(:

Once I finish with the editting of the template Ill be Back. For sure.

RANTINGS

2008-01-02T05:40:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to say,
or how to act around you anymore.
Watch what you say, its for your own good.
Think before you speak and about the hurt it may cause.
If you mistakenly do say it, notice the hurt in my eyes,
and for heaven's sake don't repeat it.
Don't ask me if this refers to you,
cause you should be reflecting,
and realizing it on your own.
I won't tell you if you ask,
and it may be wrong of me.
But, i cant take it anymore
cause it hurts like bloody crazy.

its been ages.. but im so gonna update from now on :D

2007-12-02T19:04:00.000-08:00

i know its been ages..

yes, and ALOT has happened.

I'll flash back later

Schools been overwhelming since sem 2 started in october. Feels like Life is just passing me by. So fast i cant stop it, or keep up with it. Feels like i live in school, constantly worryingly about some project/assignment or the other.In sem 2, I decided to make a conscience effort for ALL my subjects, at least attempt 80% of my tutorials and NO SLACKING.

It started off great the first two weeks and I manged to gym 3 times a week. Then when the projects started I slowly decreased gyming and just went running to relieve stress. The projects poured in so bloody fast. Tort was killing in the beginning when I felt like I was working all alone.But, later when I was forced to take an LOA to go to India, they came through and i am very grateful. India was a bust and I wished I never went. the bloody trip was not worth the tension that came with it. Had to reschedule Client interviewing and i was surprised that ferlin was so nice. although i was extremely disappointed with the turnout. And I honestly don't know who to blame. Myself?, for going to India? I am not pointing any fingers, but i know i put in 100 % effort and only they themselves would know if they did.This is not a stab at anyone, its neutral, and honest.No harsh feelings(:

on the same day we had Crim Law peer teaching. Another bust. One of the worse days of my life. I was still pretty sick from India's goddamn air. Our group was so OBVIOUSLY tensioned. Thank you SHI JIE for the patience(: , whatever happens. We'll chiong PBL together.i was about to breakdown right before the presentation when there was a mix up with the documents, but somehow managed. We were late for class.

It was the first time i sprinted on 2 inch heels. In the end, i was close to tears when we confided in Mr Chng, who was EXTREMELY understanding (: That's about it for one of the worse days of my life. Towards the end of the day, it did get a little better.

I dunno how to say this,
I thank you for your message that day,
you did not have to bother, but you did
And it made a difference to a terrible day.
Those few words stopped me from breaking down.
I don't care what anyone else says, thanks.

busy-ness

2007-09-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

ello all...
yes so the holidays are finally here... dusen reall feeel like it tho..l

i spent the full of thrusday baking brownies n cookies for teachers which turned out badddd coz my oven was spolit!!! =(..

i spent friday resting n i dun get to go for teachers day celebrations coz i had some tonsil infection shit.... and depresed over my undercooked brownies n cookies

saturday.. i cant even remember wat i did...OOO i met chandni for subbbbbwayy

sunday i went to my aunts place to bake new batch of cookies n brownies.! sucuessfulllyyy!! n wrapped them up cutely..

Monday i went to school to deliver the brownies n cookies..!!

tuesday MDM HOW brought me jermsss sarrah n nikki for the last region n finee diningg... how sweeeeettt

wed thurs were insignificanttt

friday i went for chak de india n toastmasterrsss!!! :D
i shall update further laterrr!!!! :D

happy now deniseee=)

2007-09-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

OKAYY.. THANKS TO THE WONDERFUL FATIN!!! i have to do this..!!!

okay.. the rulesss!!
: Each player of this game starts off by giving 10 weird things about themselves.
: People who gets tagged, needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
: In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

TEN WEIRD THINGGS ABT SHEREEEEEN.. okay i know wat ur thinking...ONLY TEN?... well FINE. I KNOW IM WEIRD..

10. okay..sometimes.. ok ALL THE TIME.. when im bored n think of funny incidents.. i laugh to myself..OUT LOUD. on the bus or train.. n ppl think im insane. GREAT!
9. When im alone mugging or memorizing.. i pretend im teaching a kindergarden class...
8. i ABOSLUTELY CANT SLEEP with the curtains open.. it scares the shit outta me..
7. im SHIT paranoid. i worry abt the stupidest n slighest things.. panic abt my wallet every 2 secs only to find tt its always in the SAME spot in my bag.
6.i have a CRAZY obsession with .... YAKULT.... omg i know wat u dumbasses were thinking!! hahah ok fine tt too!! :D
5. i LOVE RACOONS.. they have the cutest little black hands..!! AWW
4. I HATE shopping 80% of the time..
3.i let out frustrations true poetry.. which are 99.9% true..tts weird right?
2.i sleep like im dead.bomb blasts n 32 calls wun wake me up..
1. im practically nocturnal. ive gone longest 56 hours without sleep can survive on 2-3 hrs of sleep or no slp at all for like 2 days.. hahah but when i do sleep i can sleep for like 15 hrs at a go.. hahaha!=) yesyes i AM WONDERWOMAN... =)

alrightyy heheh 5 ppl.. ready..! LATA.. JOEYY.. ALISON. DENISE PPK..n hahahhah dubasses!

enjoyyy =))

2007-08-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

WOHOOOOOO

okayyy.. haven blogged in a while well.. exams were argh burnt midnight oil for all the exams... slept for 3-5 hrs in the day... wake up then study all the way till 5am n leave for sch by 6am... in school by 7.30am... yesyes.. i AM wonderwoman!.weelllll yea..
macro: do-able!! yay=D
POM: i pray not to fail.. =(
LSM:it wasnt as bad as Mr Ferlin made it seem to bee..:D
CSA: i think ill pass =))

well okay enough abt it ... ITS OVERRRR YAYNESS.. hahahahah yay... i sooooo neeed sleeep man.. WOHOOO.! thankies to all da gals tt pulled me thru this stressful period... it really helped since my parents were at a wedding overseas which I DINT GET TO GO FOR..!!! hmpfhhh n came back telling how wonderful it was n how ADNAN SAMI CAME TO SING... ARGHHHHHHHHHH.. wat abt shereen.. =( well anyway..

JOEY..+ ALLYYY !! =)

thanks for allllll the encouragement,love, support, countless wake up calls and tolerance with*ahem*.. probably wudn have been able to survive.. if it werent for u.. thanks man..!! -hugs- thanks man... for like... everything.. teaching me everything i dun know hahahahahha i love u guys...!!! -BEAMS-

Denise

hahah thanks for all the last min help n stuff...... camwhore hahah soon..? hahahha i know ur like staring at the screen stunned!!

Hui yu,..

thanks for the macro help man.. I WUD HAVE TOTALLY SCREWED IT IF IT WERENT FOR U.... thankies!!!!! -beams-

hahah.. n thanks to ppl like peckyy and shi jie who soo helped brighten my depressed moood hehehehx... loves!

WELLLLL time to chill man i so need sleeeeeep.... yawnxx anyway... update lateer.. tired... yawwwnnnn =)

to you...

i hope u realise a friendship is TWO ways. im sick of having to spell things for u... do wat u want.. i honestly cant be bothered.. the sacrifices ive made for u is countless.. ive honestly nevr asked much from u.. and YOU KNOW IT... if u think superficiality is a prob... ur forgetting a bigger one.. self-absorbedness.. ive been there for u wenever u need me,,, countlessly... but when id need u u dint bother... " i duno wat to say to help"... u never had to.. all i wanted was genuine concern.. the same thing i provided u with.. but u know wat forget it.. im not keeping anymore hopes on u... i simply cant take anymore disapointments... do wat u want.. dun bother asking me for advice.. if ur not gonna take it and hurt me with false expectations.. yes i am gonna admit im being petty... but its LONG OVERDUE.... so i dun care im gonna be the petty one for once... good luck to u....

2007-08-29T00:45:00.000-07:00

Knew my heart was broken n so empty

even though he was next to me.

He didnt see. I do believe,

that u wanna come n rescue me.

If u read my mind im saying please.

He told me, he showed me

but he hurt me n he loved me.

The same.

Has anybody ever made u feel that way?

Could u really love him through the pain

I've been thinking bout giving up.

But something inside me is holding on.

When we dont know who's right or wrong,

we still stay strong.

Keep moving on.

and I promise I will never leave,

but would u do the same for me.?

I LOVE JOEYYYY =))

2007-08-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

EXAMSSS ARE COMMINGGG

hahah dying la.. so scared... i think im behind.. i tot i was more or less prepared for the LSM content.. until i got my paper back today... now im shit scared agn... POM N MACRO.. slowly finishing ahahhah

came to sch on tues.. hahah I LOVE JOEY... thanks for accompanying mee man.. hahahhahah... it was soo tensioningly hilariously funnyyyy!!!!! hahahha.... my life feels clearer now.. hahah stupid LSM...

wed.... woke up late... so dint mee joey =(.. studied a lil at home.. hahhaha soooo hard to focus la..
-yawnnn- got a little econs and pom done..

I HAVE NOT TOUCHED CSA!

ARGHHH

today me n joey r in the lib right now.. hahah taking a "short break".. hahahha yawwnnn sigh... i love joey... yay!! DOUNUT FACTORY AFTER EXAMS!!

OMG>. I HAVE TO PUBLISIZE THIS.... PECKY GOT SCOLDED BY A BANGLA!! ahhahahaha IM SORRY PECKYY ITS JUST TOO TEMPTING>...

hahha sigh gtg back to studying soonn.. haha

macro.. ewww...

JOEY HAS SUBWAY VOUCHERS.. hahah
wat r friends for joey... SHARING... :D...

hahah back to work now... sighhhhhhh

btw denise.... we all know hes mine..!! hahahahha u have tt eye andy of urs... the white shirt malay guy rememeber..... :D

exams!

2007-08-20T13:32:00.000-07:00

sigh..

can feel the days passing as the examination tension overwhelms everyone..

hahaha im soo screwed la... csa is a a goner.. there is hope for macro, pom and LSM tho..

sighh hahah.. spent the sat with allly!! hah she came over to erm.. "study".. but by the time we woke up n she made her way here it was 2plus.. hahah.. then lunch.. home by 3 plus... n got only a few chaps of lsm done.. well i did.. ally got the intro of POM done. hahah.. ally ally!!

sunday was my sister's b dae small party.. dumb kids all running arnd.. it was a mad house for 5 days organizing everything.. so. got NO work done... sighh and mums not in town so I HAD TO ORGANIZE EVERYTHING.. dad kept stressing mee.. sighhh

was suppose 2 meet joey to day at 9am today. but we both overslept heheheh!!!

okay fine...!! ME MORE THAN HERE... i reached sch at 1pm hahaha...

hahah im soooo messyyyyyy =)

we studied for a while left sch at 4.. and went SUBWAYYYY yay...!!!! =)

me and joeyy taken after csa on thurs....!! aww so loving although i look half dead..! hahah i love u joeyy!!..

hahah I LOVEEE SUBWAY...

lol... i can hear alison sighing :D

haha so few more hours till i leave for sch.. hahah no slp tonight! hahah.. meetin joey and maybe shi jie!!

i cant wait for exams to end man.. then i can finally do the things i hvaent got time for.. sighh.. i neeed a breakk!. sighh..

sigh.. its gonna be so akward meeting after 2 yrs.. haven decided if im gonna.. lets see.. no harms right?... might just die of akwardness but tts abt it...

yawn.. im gonna go..finish up LSM.. its 5.05am now.. shall be leaving in an hr.. yawnn...

JOEY=D

thanks for the support n bearing with me and my er.. *a hem* obsession.. ally wud have shot me by now... ahah :D

Chandni

kuti.. ur prelims have started.. buckle down n study.. stop slacking..scold rachael too!.. both u kutis slacking away Os r soo near... kuti.. study hard kk if not 3 yrs.. down the drain....Good luck for ur upcoming exams kuti!! loves!

Sonya..

kuti.. just chill kk. ur exams r over u shud be bhangra-ing.. hahah stressing over being so free... WHO DOES TT...? is soo retarded,, ahahaha kuti. see u in sep.. hahah

haha good luck ppl.. exams r nearing..!!! study hard,,!! =)

hes too sexay for his shirt.. =D

2007-08-17T04:15:00.000-07:00

-YYYYAAAAWWWWWWNNNN--

its such a rainy rainyy friidayyyy yawwnnn

okay a flashback to this weeks events..

*BLAST INTO THE PAST* ok shut up shereeen

MONDAY blues..

GUESS WHO REACHED POM EARLY: Shereeeeen Goklani!!

i walked in n the girls were like

-stunned- omg shereen ur early for once hahaha.. so it was the last week for tutorials.. MR TAY IS SOO FUNNYY.. was really shocked when Mr tay was like ur class is so stingy.. everyone marked each other down for peer appraisal..

can u smell the bitchiness..

well anyway.. after tt was LSM lec.. and Mr ferlin sat in.. he seemed to be in a bad mood.. those who came late were rudely shocked man.. well then we had a mini test thingy.. n i realised i had NO IDEA at all...i was soo confused... sigh... bumped in into Mr ferlin after that.. he was suprisingly nice abt the first LSM test... considering i failed it... was shocked when he asked y i failed it.. tot he wud like scream.. but.. he dint.... thank God..

TUESDAY...

mee and ally had a bet... she bet i wud pon macro lec.. hahah.. GUESS WHO WON.. hahah u owe me lunch now ally.. :D SUBWAY..?? hehehehex

well after tt we had felrins class.. JOEY FORCED ME TO WEAR FORMAL.. FOR THE STUPID TRIAL WHICH MR FERLIN DINT EVEN DO IN THE END... i even brought the stupid shirt n blazer to change into during his class.. hahah booo joey!!... for the first time i WAS NOT looking forward to LSM. and was 2 secs away from taking an MC... but i went.. and it was very enlightening for once judicial precendents.. seemed okay...and he was in such a good mood.. n actually laughed a few times.. hahah...he said smth abt.. sorry abt the insults in the end... awwwww how sweet.... well anyway... joey was super enlightened after tt hahah... see i told u hes not evil ! lol..

Wednesday..

rainy rainy.. reached late for econs... 35 min!! ally was like "HAIYAAA" -judgementall look-..

when i walked in.. hahah oh well.. hahahhah shes hilaious..

the was LCOM.. LAST LESSON WITH MISS SYLVIA LIM.. BOOO.. IM SOO GONNA MISS HER.. n the way she randomly laughs at everything i say hahha.. SIGH... she brought us snacks.. awww!!

well the was apel.. which turned into a camwhore session sponsored by ally ahhah..

i looked teriiblee... hahah happy now ally? hahah i love her.!

well we waited for Ms Lim for like 15 mins.. hahah only 6 of us showed up la..

shereen//*alison//* joey//*shi jie//*sheyl//* hui yu//*

Ms Lim is now gonna treat us to coffee bean after exams.. haha how cute!..

THURSDAY..

rainy rainy.. showed up an hr late for csa.. sorry Ms Kun!... i reached n after like 2 secs.. she was like. okay good luck for ur exams... i was like WHAT! is tt it..!..

thank you Mr ferlin for the motivation that day.. i so dint expect it but it really helped..and i realised tt i just may pass LSM...

so its friday... rainy rainy friday... i tried studying econs.. ewww.. sighh.. gotta go back now.. wow that was a loooonnnng entry..... haah

And now i walk around without a care.. Hes got me hooked.. It just aint fair..

hes got me love stoned and i can swear that he knows.. i think that he knows..

hes too sexay for his shirt..

2007-08-17T04:12:00.000-07:00

JUST WHEN I FINISED THIS ENTRY LAST NIGHT.. MY COM SCREWED UP... N THE WHOLE THING DISSAPPEARED.. ARGGHH

SIGH

2007-08-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

okay... so i needed some time b4 i could post about few things so.... yea... been a very eventful week... hahah.. so bhangra night was... eventful... alright la.... shit eventful hahah... oh well... shit happens flush it.. forget it... i must admt it did leave me a very bruised and traumatized... but.. ill survive..

ok so... OP... sigh.... guess it went okayy.. the morning was VERYYYYY stressful.... my feet were killing in those heels agn.. but i was too nervous to think abt it..so we pulled thru... n then it came.. TWO O CLOCK.... sigh... i sat down... n realised tt ferlin's table was perpedicular form me n like 1m away.... shit!...talk abt akward moments.. i was already soo nervous...

so we were the 3rd grp... n naz messed a lil..... so i got even moree nervousss... n i started.... good.. well... n slow... then..i got distracted byt someones knocking... started to speed up.. ferlin said slow down.. thank god he dint say it angrily.. so..then..i was okay.. the knocking continued.. i got distracted.. felrin noticed.. blasted him... n i was just up there... dying of tension.. n yea... took me 5 secs when ferlin said continue... n i ended...fine... thank god...

so sheryl n kim finished.... with a small glich but it was cleared.. so.. evrything was cool. Qn A was fine... we ended off.. pok said our content was very good but arrangement cuda been better....

so then we had a 5 min toilet break... n ferlin blasted him... n i felt so.... overwhelmed...

ferlin was like.." why wud u sabo ur own classmate... i mean how wud it look to me if i see u bored out of ur mind when hhes presenting.. and then ur falling asleep.. coz of u she will be marked down... i mean she was up there presenting.. u were making noise and she was getting distracted werent u shereen?"..

n i nod traumatized...

he turns to say sorry,,

b4 i answer.. ferlin goes like" dun say sorry now... its darn inconsiderate.. why would u sabo ur own clasmate" and he goes on and on.. i dun even remember its all a blur to me.. i was trying hard not to cry "it ws repeatedly.. she kept looking at u. but u dint see.. i had to stop u... coz of u she will be marked down.. u know what.. i hope she falls DEAD ASLEEP while you're presenting".. this is all i rememebr.. the rest is all a blur.... not the exact words.. but close...

n i rmemeber.... just trying not to cry.... but it dint work.. i cud nt take it.. my eyes kept weilling.. i cud not focus thru the last OPs... was too.. distracted.. dun think he realised t ii cried.. how... akward.. sigh... it was sooo depressing.... i mean whyy shud he mark me down... no one was lisening to anyones presentation.... simply not right la... dun even blame tt guy actually n have no ill feeling at all .. i was shit upset but.. yea... gosh... ferlin prolly stays up all night finding new ways to depress me.. argh... th hatred is soo clear.. great.. n i worked hardest on this op...

oh well.. its over.. took me 3 days to get over it... felrins class on tues... sigh more akwardness.... damnn.. oh well.. came home tt night... depressed n realised tt my feet were bleeding coz if the shoes.... damnn.... watched kal ho na ho.... emoed.... why does shit keep happening to me..

damnn... oh well.... back 2 sch tmr,, lonng lonnng dayy...

yawnn... n im bored already....

you try to hide ur lies, disguise urself through living in denial. but in the end u'll see, you wont stop me..

yawwwnnn

2007-08-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

YAWWWNNN

ok.... so... this has beeen on CRAZYYY week..

MON.. POMMM PRESENTATION... hahahah mr tay is sooo funnnyy

TUES... FERLINS MINI TRIAL

WED.. CSA EXCEL TEST AND MACRO PRESENTATION

THURS HOLIDAYYY HAHAHA YAY!!

FRIDAY... LCOM OP DRY RUN

hahaha okay i dunno y im talking in CAPS.. hahahah alright... yawnn i soo tried..yesyes... ok im stoning i dunno wat to say oh okay.. yea! got it...

JOEY..
thanks for all the help and encouragement.. LOVE U LOADS....-BEAMS- hahahha GOOD THINGS HAPPEN WHEN SHEREEN IS ARND..!! =D

ALISONNNN...

OKAY WOMAN..... eat properly ahh!! or ill call ur mom.... i have ur num!! i do it!! haha i love u ally... stay strong... ull pull thru.... im there for u if ANYTHING.. okay?..... LOVES!

well.. okay so... yea.. ive realised tt almost everyone arnd me has just ben dissapointing me... so.. ill just be indifferent towards em... okay.. ull earn on ur own... n ull see.... yupyup..
this is a real random post n im really stoned....

yawnnn ima go slpp noww...

nites ppl... take caree...

BACK TO LIFE

2007-07-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT... SHEREENS BLOG IS BACK

haha im gonna change this stupid skin soon...

verrrryy soon..

its so not me.. hahahaha

right.. todays ferlin class... mini trial

okay it went alright.. gabriel slipped a little.. n ferlin was kinna hard on jerms. but i guess we fixed it in the end... he said we did "pretty well"... -BEAMS- hahaha n joey slipped me a note..

" Thanks alot for all your help.. I LOVE U.. :D"

AWWWWWW i love u too joey.... -hugs-

hahahah... SIGH... i dunno y.. i get the vibe tt ferlin hates me... He was going on and on about integrity n stuff n how he will pcik on those whom he thinks wont do their work... WELL I DO MY WORK...! SO why SHEREEN.... SO DEPRESSING

i swear when he said "Shereen!" today i almost had a heart failure. Dunno how i managed to speak.

oh well. im too sleepy to really care. it 4.48am right now.

and no i have not slept. burning midnight oil. to finshed macro and OP... SIGH

MACRO SUCKS... i swear kenneth fong hates us too!

sigh.. alright.. gotta get back to work less than 2 hrs before i leave for school...

SIGH

All my pride is all i have,you'll be needing me but too bad..

The Trouble With Love Is...

2006-02-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

heyloooss... ppl...

kaiz..... Valentines day.... was horrible..

i lost ten bucks...

got late n ended up in detention with kadyaaa...
was cutting the brownies for u damn foooools in the morning n stained my shirt...

it was PHOTOTAKING day... with my gay shirt.. thank god i had 2 tilt 2 da side so it cudnt be seen..

sighhh... life is hard.... n yea.... spent it in hindi tuition..Sonya Henna n Akhil..aka pinkuu!! but it was FREAKIN funny... pinku was extremely chattyy.. wahahahahah.. we crapped all the way.....hahah not how i predicted the day wud go but haha it was ok in the end..

sch is getting harder n harder to cope with.. N ITS ONLY FEBUARY..!!..sigh......well anyway.....commomtest next week ya'll.. Study hard.. after tt got PTC also.. wahhahaha...*tensions*..oh well..... inspired by our last Eng assignment.. iw rote smth else last night.. hope ya'll like it..

You said you loved me,
i thought it was true.
But u lied over.And over.
Who knew? I had no clue.
All u wanted was to make use of me.
How blind i was to think we could ever be.

Sometimes i wonder.
Whats love anyway?
Trust?? Commitment??
Or just a cruel game people play.

Memories of us,
driving me insane.
Now your're leaving me alone,
out in the cold pouring rain.
Never ever thought it would end this way.
Lost so much I thought I would gain.
Now all I'm left with is Betrayal,
and excruciating amouts of pain.

But only with acceptance comes maturity.
We all know its true.
In time I'll reach that level.
Sonner or later I'll get over you..

Cause I know what goes around,comes around.
So the next time you wonder "Why me?"
Now you know its karma.
Just wait n see.
I dont miss you.Nor am I sad.
Actually, im kinda glad.
Even though I do miss,
what I thought I had.

Valentines Dayy Post.....Sch project..

2006-02-12T16:55:00.000-08:00

heyyy ppl i know its been ages but.. heres a lil entry for a sch assignment.. hope ya like it..

As she stared out her window,
At the pouring rain.
Feeling lost.Confused.
Heart filled with pain

Wishing she knew,
what was running through his head.
Wondering if he loves her,
Or was his love dead?

She sat there thinking
about his smile.
And how it made her life
seem worthwhile.

Missing him so much,
wishing he were here.
As silently down her cheek,
rolled down a tear..

Is this ok..?..
at least its better than Mohan's
'Love is like a shoe theory'
wahahahha.. fool.

Valentines is arnd the corner n i jus realised ill be spending with Henna, Sonya n Akhilooo in hindi tuition... damn...talk abt depression.. at least i have those fools to bug hahahkz... im gonna bug akhil till he dies.... thats IF they come that is... Right kaiz... Northlands Valentines day is depressing this year.... this years planning com managed to dropped the standards we set last year... sad but wth.. anyways....yea...haven updated this in AGES.. *yawn*.. oh well... back to work..

PS...Sarrah..Jeremy..and all the other ppl hounding me for brownies....ya'll juz dun understand that..

IM NOT A BAKERYY...!!
but ill TRY.. ok... i said TRY to bake them kaiz...
note the TRY in bold huge bold letters...

hahakz... kaiz.. im off....shall try 2 update more often hahakz... take care ppl.. n do tag....Love yaz....

-drifts off to dreamland-

bruised n battered by ur werds...

2005-06-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyy ppl... i noe its been decades...
com gay..... anyway....
i shall update...
ok.... holis..
been quite gay...
sleepin all morning... gng out in da afternoon...
n studyin n da nights....
tuitions alllll da time man!!!!...
damn....
anyway....
last saturday...
was in a car accident...
the damn lorry rammed us...
man.....
injured knee abit...
but its all better now....
thanx for all the love guyz....
(specially... guy sam, sham b-dah,n dashneeee)...
yea.... man...
so much werk...yawnz...
haven finished holi assignment....
im ashamed...........
yawn... im sleeeeeepyy...
i shall be gng nw.... bye guyz....
thanx man....
yawnnnnn byeeeeeeeeeee... im out...

-drifts off to dream land-

i noe i noe.. its been 8 and a half years.....

2005-05-17T19:21:00.000-07:00

wahahahahaha
im back!!!!
com gay la...
sowie....
neways...
damn stressed....
involved in 3 plannin coms man...
sec 3 camp.. house olympicz..n CIP amazing challenge..
hahar 2 day was 1 freakin loooong meetin..
shaiful was gng on n on...
n i was listenin 2 him...(stop laughing)
n sudenly he was like shereeeen... dunno wat.....
goodness... i was like WTH did III do...??..hahahahr...
damn gay.....
hahahahahh
ITS MY B DAE 2MORO PPL...
{Vane}.... u owe me a guy in a box.....
{guy sam}... u owe me CRAIG DAVID in a box...
hahahahahahahaaaahahahhah.....
{rest of the werld}... i wanna me a car...
i noe.. lame....
okiez..... my b'dae ppl.... rememba....
hahah i shall be gng now...
hahah
i shall be signing off now...
byeeeeeee

yawwwwn sleeepy....

2005-04-26T06:45:00.001-07:00

heyyy... okaiz....
today was ok...
came late yest..
so was serving detention 2 dae....
shaiful came in
shot mee...
u cant afford this shereen...
man..... i havent been late at all this yr man...
least i went 4 it...
haix... anyway...
work is piling up... n im lost in POA...
thanx vane...
guyz i need help in add math...
mrs lam is always so short tempered
cant ask her nuts....
haix.... screamin at tyhe top of her voice 2 dae
dusen it occur 2 her tt it dusen realli help...
mean....
haix
anyway i shall go b4 my bro thorws me of...
byeeeee...
luv yall...
-drifts off to dreamland-

omg!! i noe its beeen loooong...

2005-04-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

okayyyy ppl....
i noe i noe....
im ashamed..
haven been bloggin....
MY COM HAS GAY PROBZ..
like reallli...
it dusen open certain websites..
and.. like i cant click on the links on blogz..
IRRITATIN... but haix...
ok so i shall run thru...
haix.. this weeks been kinna gay..
haix... im gettin short tempered
i dunno y...
sowie if i took it out on u guyz man...
been kinna sick... vomiting... was feverish yest..
din wanna go see doc...
WAT IF HE JABZ ME PPL!!!...
talked my mum outta it...
*sighz*...
i lurve sch...!!
haix.. its getting like so confusin
MID YRS R FREAKIN NEAR!!!
.. been thinkin a whole lot....(stop laughin)
n i think i wanna quit YLDP>..
no doubt i love it n all...
i dunno y all the politicz...
backstabbin....
izzen this a program 2 HELP the sch...??
corruption...haix...
OH YA!!! thurday!!!...
argh.. so irritatin...
look jeyan... if u cant stand me
n since i OBVIOUSLY cant stand u either...
then cant u juz get outta my way...
wats ur prob...
do u HAV 2 go outta ur way..
juz 2 make me miserable....
man....all i can say is tt
MAY GOD BLESS YA LOTSSS
looks like u need it...
sowie 2 say this but ya...
ok my bro is prolly onna get home any min n throw me off the com so ..
i shall make this short...

VANE...
hahaha...
haix...
go 4 it....
i shall always supprt yaz kaiz....

BEDAH...
u rawkz my assss.... wahahahah..thanx 4 the taggy support.....

sarah...zura
u guyz r freakishly weird but thanx 4 everythin...

sam...guy...
hahahar ur hilarious.. thanx 4 everything..
hahah chicken!! wahahahaha

Lata....
edgar....?.... ok ur decision...
i shall support....
its ur life
im only here 2 advice...
POW.. wahahaha sowie...

sham kavita...
hahahaha dumasses.. thanx u guyz....

sam...?..gurl?
r u ok...? u seem kinna tense....?
r u like pissed wiof me or smth....
wateva it is sowie if i ticked ya off....
n im always here...

happpie b dae again chandni.... hoped ya liked ya boxersss!!

okiez.... i luv yaaallll... i shall be gng now lurve yall byeeeee
-drifts off 2 dreamland-

aMoR no eS aMoR.....

2005-04-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

heyyy...
wow... long time neva blog.....
ashamed...
com has gay probz...
aint my fault!!
yea.... hmmm
hav been havin tests...
dint do so well...
careless like hell...
finally duin well in e math..
haiz...
MID YEARS R CUMIN PPL...
freakishly scary....
prayin... n studyin freakin hard...
haix....
listening 2 obsessions n lonely...
wow....
i love em...
nuttin much 2 say...
still feelin lost.....haiz.....
feel so.....unwanted at times..
feels akward when i talk 2 him...(no names shall be mentioned)..
vane help!!!....
haiz....
watched a hindi movie 2 dae...
it rawked..
haiz shall get back 2 studyin...
-drifts off 2 dreamland-

haixxxx...

2005-04-09T09:32:00.001-07:00

sowie... lazy 2 blog...
hahar...neway
SYF... Bronx...
damn dissapointed la....
mostly in the sec 1s....
i really think they were wayyyyy 2 playful...
sad la....
neways....
feel so lost n empty these dayz..
like so un appreciated.....haiz....
anyway...
hindi sch is getting damn fun again...
hhar sitting at the back...
making fun of the teachers eng..
damn furni..
hahahkz... neway...

VANE...
dun worrie kz.... hahahr...
i thnk....
go 4 it... hahaha...
lol...

SAM..(gurl)..Zura..Bedah...
haahaha i DUN like the mac guy...
liMMe aLooooooooNe...

LATA...
u noe...
everything happens 4 a reason..
dun stress...
u noe wat u shud do...
its ur decision...
im only here 2 advice...
so...yea....

yawnz.. okiez m getting sleepy...
so signing offf...
byez... luB ya'll..

i look like a racooon....

2005-04-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

haiz... so freakishly tired...
i cant even think str8...
my head's poundin...
2 dae... garage sale!!!
dint like it....bored...
richmond came...
was poking my armmmm....
sooo pain.... y u sooo gay...?
haiz... neways.... i bought this clip thingy...
n a stone...!! yup... a stone...
while ppl were buyin posters n stuff...
me n zura bought rockz....
hahahahahaz....
then choir practice ..
we sounded damn gay...
ppl slackin...
2moro'z SYF!!!!!
really man....
discouraging....ouch...
no comment 4 em... dun think we're gonna get a gold...
sowie but yea... wif this kinna attitude we'd be lucky 2 get a silver...
haiz.. but anyway....haiz.. real nervous..
okiez.... im goona sign off....
head's pounding..... cant think str8..
migrain....haiz....thanx guyz.. 4 care n concern... thanx.. sarah....
n vane.. n zura,, n whgole gang la....
haizzzz thanx guyz..... LUB YA SLOBZZZZZ...
i mean peepzzz....
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
-driftz off 2 dreamland-

hahahahhahahahahaha.... embarrassin.... i blame u guyz...

2005-04-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

heyyyy...
juz fin studyin 4 A maths test 2 moro man
tired.....yawnx...
hahahhakz.... 2daee... damn gay man
was supa sleepy....
n joanne kept screamin at mee 2 wake up...
dammit..
not like im sleepin durin a lesson ryte...
haiz... get off my back man
hahahah ok.... sam..zura.. n bedah
u guyz r damn gay...
in mac.. after choir...
wif sam zura n bedah...
so everything was cool..
so there was this guy werkin at mac..
think his name is syariff or smth..
neways.. he was putting smth in the ice cream machin thingy..
so i was... juz stunned... wondering what he was duin...
Sam tot i was checkin him out...
hahaha damn gay pls....
hahahr... then they were buggin me nonstop... hahahr...
so maluating..... hahar..
newyas....
juz tekkerZ.... guyz..
okiez the info in front a lil old.....
saved as draft by mistake......

2005-04-03T01:24:00.000-08:00

hehehehes.say thanks to vanelicious.she did it up for dumbass shreeeen!hahar.shreeen with 5 es pls.like wth.okay ppl.enjoy!love ya!

Finaaaaallllllyyyy.....

2005-04-02T23:31:00.000-08:00

heyyyy...
i finaaaaally got my blog done.......
i noe the colours r gayyyy....
leave me aloneeee...
i tried....
-gives innocent look-...
hahaha..
this week's been soooo crappy...
yea...
haizzzz...
i feel damn bad man....
dint go 4 da debrief..... sowie guys..
really... cudnt cum sch....reallllly....
sowieeeei feel damn bad... sowie shaiful...sowie nigel..
yawnz.... feel so lost these days.... 2 dae in hindi sch...
was walking up the stairs
distracted....
day dreamin....
tot i heard my name... tried 2 look down
AND BANGED MY HEAD ON THE DAMN WALL (stop laughing vane)
OwWwWwWwWwWwWwWwW....
dint see dat walllll...
aint my fault im so tall dammit...
haiz......
man... i really AM THAT blur...
-wonderz-.... man... i feel so lost dammit......
haiz...
-drifts off into dreamland-